do you ever?
feel like it’s all too much. the ground has fallen away beneath your feet and it happened when you were up in the clouds, happily ignoring life? that’s how i’ve felt the past few weeks. i have been swept away, really. at the same time i have been feeling very isolated from my people. i’ve fallen into a circle of three and have kept my head down and have pretended like it’s ok to keep on like this.
my life has been in a sort of blissful turmoil. is that possible? this bliss has been unreal. i haven’ felt it in so long i had forgotten. i became someone i’m not and it feels like i am returning. but getting there has been a whirlwind. all of this crazy change has been delightful but i am not grounded. it feels like i am just being carried on this sweet breeze of newness and sweetness. there is no direction but forward and i have no idea if i will drop or continue to blow on. as many would say, “just roll with it”. for the most part i am. but sometimes it all just feels bigger than myself.
hi.
